sun, sea and wet dog

Had a brilliant weekend! Took my Girlfriend down to my mums house where she met my doggies and mike! :) we went for a lovely
chinese where mike did his usual getting everyone pissed!

Saturday followed with a nice trip to my Flat in brighton where me and louise had a lovely rest of the weekend... I thought it was rather romantic!
corr she makes me so happy! I swear i've never been this happy before its amazing! But I sharnt go on about all the soppy crap! haha!

So today I was sat in my lounge as you doooo and the phone rang ...
Hello...

'Is that mrs claire taylor"

Now this has been going on for a while now! Bloody asians ringing me up and asking for every name under the sun taylor... I mean my surname is nothing like taylor! its ridiculous! So I was rather polite to the man and stated that no taylors lived here and asked who was calling... before I knew it the phone was down and i was ringing up to complain ... but i was faced with a language barrier of some woman who, no matter what i said insisted in repeating the words "uk debt government agency" I mean if this company has anything to do with the uk PLEASE at least teach your staff to understand our bloody language!


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Today is just one of those days where you have no energy, where time moves as slow as the earth spins. Where you just sit wanting to do something but end up in your minds bottomless pit of thought, this is never a good thing!
Theres many things in my life im not happy with, but i have no motivation to change it! I try and then I give up!
Do you ever feel like your just going round in circles... i think im going more rectangular! whayyy!

One last rant!


I HATE HOW WHEN MY NEIGHBOURS KIDS ARE ROUND THEY INSIST OF RUNNING UP AND DOWN THE STAIRS LIKE A HERD OF BLOODY ELEPHANTS! I assure you this achieves nothing but injury and frustrates someone who was trying TRYING! to have a lie in! only to be awoken by screaming charging kids!

A while and a half!

A while and a half!
Its been a while since I typed anything remotely interesting on the inter web for the world to see!
Having just read through my entire blog I have to say I've become very boring of recent!

I also think half the problem with this blog is... now ive just posted it on Facebook... which means im a little reluctant to type how I
actually feel.
As no one understands nor do many people know anything about me.
Some may say im good at hiding behind the smile... but as it happens I like smiling so its all good!

My band is doing pretty well at the moment and i have a wonderful girlfriend! :) just perfect she is! but i sharnt sicken you
with my love sick rhymes and tails i shall barely just leave it at that! I do love how nobody knows who she is! only the people closest to me!
I'm also popping off down brighton for uni and my drumming is really taking off! :0

The only worry i really have about moving is the band! I mean i'm already missing my first day I hope they dont think that i dont wanna be in it anymore because i wont be able to make some gigs... but there pretty understand people! :)

well... life is like a shoe at the moment.. (my new ones are partically nice)

told you this blog would be dull! I need something to rant at...

I'll be back!

The Retard

So as we all know.
I am a natural blonde that does rarther stupid things. That some would most proberly asume that I have no brain and work in Mc donalds.

Talking of Mc Donalds.... Today I visited the wonderful fattening place and had a large chicken nugget meal and shortly exited with the coke glass and marv. An hour later I realise that I only left my fucking wallet in there.
Blonde moment... so the wallet is missing... if you see it give me a call... if you dont... asume its still missing.

After my first blog (read down if you've not read it)
You will all know that me and lawn mowers do not get along well its offical im to scared now to get it out the shed due to all the large moving insect like flying strange things that lurk in there so the grass looks more like.... wheat?

If you read this could you do my a favour and click the adverts on the side! :) just one will be fine!

your favorite Retard! :)

Annoying phone calls & bad luck.

Well waking up after a night out not hungover is something you would normally regard as thinking its going to be a good day. Your best friend moving back Canada to live with after 3 years yep I really was thinking it was going to be a good day.
Today was the most stressful day I've had this year.
Ebay - I fucking hate it. If its not someone not buying my item its someone bidding £43205 on something worth £50 then me having to report them and oh the bloody stress.

Job seekers allowance - Don't leave your job because despite what the reason They'll keep you on it 4 weeks and that's it. With only 2 days notice wave goodbye to all income because the government are bloody arseholes.

and if that wasn't enough!
In the middle of all this dilemma i fucking Asian call center rings me from dept recovering lets recall that conversation.

"hello"
"is that"
"yes it is, I don't care what you've got to fucking say, take me off your list and fuck off and never call me again" * puts the phone down *

It really does annoy me when people like this call you. Who do they think they are, I mean even if you were interested in what they have to say you cant bloody understand them anyway.
why do people employ people you cannot understand? surely there loosing business? its things like that that i do not understand.

So I'm still alive anyway after cooking chili for tea, its not that i was concerned about giving myself food poisoning its the fact the chili was so bloody spicy i thought it was going to blow my head off.

anyway on a lighter note.
After getting very drunk a couple of weeks back i bought a bicycle from the car boot at the very early hours in the morning, i cycled it to town over a week ago. the back is still chained to a lamppost. it makes me wonder if the council will make any effort to move it.

Computers.

They seem to be all most the next generation of human. Honestly.
We spend more time on the internet then been with our friends, I for one could surely call my computer my bestfriend. But I wont because that would be rarther sad lol.
The world seems to of got rarther lazy this decade as we dont even need to walk to a post office to post a letter because we have EMAIL! nor do we need to go to the postoffice for anything because yup you can do it online!
Like shopping! 10 years ago if you would of told someone in 2009 you can order your shopping online and get it delievered to your door they would not of believed it.
its amazing but also scary.
Some people question why our country has got so fat. I'd say theres pretty much you answer!
People Live there life in a virtual world these days and it saddens me as an 18yr old that I am one of those people.
I say bring on the next generation (Usb finger tredmills) who needs the gym!

My pointless blog of the day!

The Clam song!

Hmmm... Do you ever get those nights where your really tired and think strange things?
this was one of them!

The fuck do you want?
you stupid clam!
You make me get you
to take away your pearls
to take away your pearls

The fuck do you have?
you stupid clam!
Find a different rock
I took your pearl
I took your fucking pearl

Call me a robber
call me a theif
do it again and i’ll crush your meat
call me a stealer
call me a lute

The fucking sea!
You stupid clam
I got wet for you
to take your pearls
to take your pearls
Listen hereyou stupid clamGrab your friendsI’ll take there pearlsI’ll take there fucking pearls!

My lost world

Words and thoughts like a mass of wires tangled in the live room. From day to day my head goes in and out of not knowing what to think. There's something missing but im not sure what it is.

Everyday I hit my head on the same Brickwall as I stumble to the dark end of the room. Everyday is like another day in hell, living in an ery mist. My new best friend in my hand pumping into my ears like the wind on a winters day. Music is all I have, Music is almost what I have become.

I'm not sure what theres left to say in this universal situation that Ive put myself in. I know its to late to get a glimpse in but I live in hope as I always have that someday I will get my glimpse again, that someday what this universal situation has become will be no more. Maybe we should be oposites and I hate. But I'd do nothing of the sort as ive forgiven, and I miss what was once the best of my life, like music to my heart, a friend.

Perfect I am not, trying to wreck nothing of the sort. A hopeless, useless, lost "thing" wondering not knowing where to go or what to do. As I may of forgiven, but I shall never forgive myself. The mask is wearing thin, as I alone become on a thin line of everyone and everything. If only like cher sung, I would do so till the day I was born and do it over again. As a friend is how to get by, A friend is bigger then the carrer and life path that one is too choose, because the friend is never right behind and a good friend is something you never let go of.

As a memory it will never be forgotten, the courage and the pain. As a friend will never be forgotten whatever the circumstance whatever the mistake the friend will remain.

Laura R Moakes

7th march 2009

1:52am

one, one quarter and 18 minutes

Death. Your born you live, you die. You fear death but it hits you like an aeroplane at 135mph, you don't feel a thing your just gone. Your outta shell dies. Snake. Your like a snake shedding its skin.

Love. You love and you lose, but love never feels like the first nor the last. Love introduces its self like a slug. Creeping. But you always love like no love before because the experiences you have gained hold. Hold to make you a stronger person.

Hate. you say you hate but you really just dislike. Once you've been a friend of the person you "hate" you always think of the person. always wonder what there doing. You want to "hate" but you dislike. A friend is always a friend like a stranger you meet in Dubai is always a stranger. you don't hate.

Cry. You cry with happiness, cry with sadness, cry for no reason at all. If you want to cry, let it out. No matter what people say. Everybody crays.


Tricky x

10am

Early rising! Rare occurrence, exhausting! OOFT! Don't you just hate getting up early?!

So I've been thinking recently, Driving. Am I or arn't I good at it, I mean I've taken my test four times! yes FOUR! but this doesn't really make me a bad driver. Maybe I just have bad luck on my tests or maybe its the fact that when I'm on my test I'm almost like an ice cube melting!

Its really been getting to me recently because all my friends (well most of them) can drive. I have my own car waiting for me! *grumble* Maybe its a sign that I'm just not meant to drive? All I know is its eating my band balance and making me feel very old person like and imobile.

Tricky x

Batterd drumsticks and dead spiders

An interesting day full of all kinds of weird thoughts and charisma. But today theres something would like to "rant" about as such.... Just give me a moment to think because I've forgotten what it was.

Okay. Electric cars! The Government paying people £5,000 to swap there car for an electric not only is this stupid but it is defeating the object in the first place. Having an electric car will probably do more damage to the environment then a petrol one not mention how much of the nearly non existent fossil fuels will be used... and for all you blind people... your all dead! as well you will have no idea if theres an electric car coming until you've been hit by one.
so the verdict! don't do it. 10 miles and you'll be stranded with incontinent grand parent on a hot day stinking out the air with piss.

anyway.. rant over lol!


Ive nothing really to say today.

The sunshine ate my brain ( well never had one in the first place )

so I'm going to leave this here.

Trickster x

Lawn mower Vs. Drummer

So this is my first blogg ever, I'm not really sure what to write. What do you write on these things?
So today I mowed the lawn for the first time since last summer. Half a meter worth of grass Vs. Pathetic girl who hates anything insect like or flying insect like... So as you can imgian it was a bad start, as getting the lawn mower out of the shed, wellll lets say it was rarther traumatic. ( Living on your own does have its downsides, Like how I used to get paid £15 for doing such mamouth tasks now... well I get the privlage of staring at what looks like a slightly shorter neater view then before.) So of course I rang my Friend dave to help me with this task, I say help typical kinda guy that just stands and laughs at what your doing. So what seemed like forever later and 1000000 full grass boxes later what did i do?? I blew the chuffin things fuse! It seems to always be me that does these slightly retarded things. I decided to give up with the trauma of what seemed like not just deadly insects but deadly electrical things out to kill me and took to the comfort of my own sofa.

Sometimes I'm not really sure what goes round in my head, or rarther where my days go, it makes me wonder if I am one of those deadly big things what some people call "Aliens" I mean if "Aliens" Did exsist I would more then likely be one, " the green human like werido consumed the whole pom bear factory again" im sure the headline would be.

I've Had enough of this writting thing now, for today anyway.
I've not checked my facebook in a whole half an hour its somewhat playing on my mind, like when you recieve a text and you HAVE to read it.

Tricky x